Ruined for the Average

Learner. Drummer.Photographer. Explorer. Lover. Serve-er? Goofball. Adventurer. Part-Time A-hole.

Ey dood! my name is Paige . People think I'm crazy, my best friend thinks i'm awkward. I skate like a crazy hooligan, hit drums like a beast, and travel the city by my own power, causing havoc and mischief along the way! I AM BAD AT SPELLING BUT GETTING BETTER AT HULA HOOPING.

When I think of camping. I think of sex, drugs and alcohol…in the woods

For over a year, I’ve had  crush on my best friend. She is all around perfect, Beautiful- not in a common way, but cute and true. She’s a genius and so talented. And she’s funny! (Sometimes I cant decide if I hate her or love her…) Every once in a while I felt like something more could happen between us. I would flirt and she would flirt back. We joked we were dating (but it actually meant something for me). I would always be close to her…touch her accidentally. But she is prude and I knew nothing would happen. I was resigned to this fact.

That is, until after prom.

We both went with dates and afterwards went camping. At first she wasn’t going to go because of the prospect of drugs and alcohol, but we finally convinced her. A couple drinks in, she was openly flirting with me. I played it off because of the drinks, but then the boys dared us to make out. I laughed it off  but felt a rush of excitement. All night she was flirty and kept staring at me. When the guys were finally too twisted to notice anything, she came up to me. She played with my hair…brushed my arm..causing goosebumps to rise on my arms. She knew what she was doing to me. I felt the lion stir inside of me with desire.

She looked into my eyes and I stared back, totally under her control. I bit my lip and tried to look away, to stop myself from doing anything. But she laughed and whispered in my ear “I know you want me…I’ve seen the way you look at me” 

"Don’t taunt me" I said

She sexily whispered back “I won’t” before slowly placing a tender kiss on my lips. I closed my eyes, desire filling inside me.

Finally I lost control, and kissed her back passionately but slowly. My right hand playing with her hair and my left traveling down her back and pulling her body close to mine. I stuck my leg in between her crotch and she started grinding on it a moan escaping her.

Unable to resist any longer, I broke apart from her but without breaking eye contact I took her hand and whispered “let’s get some privacy” and led her to our tent.

This is my first writing so I don’t know if it’s any good or anything but if people want to hear more about what happened that night I guess just say so!



some days you do big things and conquer the universe and other days you’re really proud of yourself for making a spectacular grilled cheese and not killing yourself but either way it’s all good 

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trapped in a rotting body on a dying planet in a mysterious dimension controlled by an unknown force

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lolol yeah take that. haters

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one time in high school this kid started choking on a roll and instead of helping him i said “how breadful” and that about sums up how useful i am in emergencies

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